Every inch you move closer to me only forces me two steps back. You don’t know how much I hate how easy it is for you to make my day. And what’s even more frustrating is that you don’t even try. I constantly catch myself smiling out of the blue just thinking of all the little things you do. But I’m stuck. I want so badly to break through these boundaries you’ve awkwardly placed me in because I am ever so tired of tip-toeing around this notion in my mind. I’ve thought about it endlessly and my mind won’t let it rest. I don’t know exactly what it is about you that’s got me absolutely winded. I don’t really think me describing you could do you any justice. But what I can say is that you just have that quality about you. That… je ne sais quoi… It almost makes no sense to me how much you’ve got me all twisted inside. I try and try to keep my composure, but I can’t help it. To tell you the truth, it’s been a long time since I’ve felt something fluttering in my stomach. All mush aside, it’s wrong. So here I am… analyzing every word you say, cautiously choosing my words, poker face on, up at night, making our convos as brief as possible and I’m out. I’m scared to get too close because I don’t want to like you. Cus I’ve been here before…
But you don’t necessarily make it so hard…